Illusion or Love

I told you that you always had a place in my heart.
But now I can't find you.
I dunno why I continue to try,
Is it cause I Love You or...
An illusion I cant live without.
I have searched my heart for you over a dozen times.
I know your still in there but I can't find you.
Are you hiding from me?
Is there a part of my heart I havent searched?
Or is this voice in my head?
Are you in a part of my heart i am afraid to look.
Are you deep down with the bad.
You have hurt me on several occasions before.
Are you hiding in that scar you made.
I want to find you but I can't
Is it cause I Love You or...
An illusion I can't live without.